( Prologue: the Faded Star )

Chapter 1:  HOSHI WO MEZASHITE ( NEWS)
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Chapter 1:  MUGENDAI (Kanjani8)
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Chapter 3: CRAZY LOVE (KAT-TUN)
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Title : Hazukashii Smile : EPILOGUE (Final chapter)
Fandom: Nishikido Ryo/ UChi Hiroki/NEWS /K8
Category:  Multi-Chapter/ Song Fic
Genre: Drama, Angst
 Warnings:  Character Death, Tearjerker, lots and lots of Tissues needed
Rating: Depends on how my muse wants this
 Author Notes:  Its done. Its got a kind of weak ending. I should edit it but its kind of a lighter side to all the angst. At least its done.

resha_ueda

nekoism

 Summary:  Uchi Reads the letter ryo left. :)

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Chapter 1:  HOSHI WO MEZASHITE ( NEWS)
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Chapter 1:  MUGENDAI (Kanjani8)
**Part 1** Page 2***
Chapter 3: CRAZY LOVE (KAT-TUN)
*** Part 1***|| ***Part 2***

Title : Hazukashii Smile : Chapter Three:  CARE (KAT-TUN)
Fandom: Nishikido Ryo/ Akanishi Jin
Category:  Multi-Chapter/ Song Fic
Genre: Drama, Angst
 Warnings:  Character Death, Tearjerker, lots and lots of Tissues needed
Rating: G
Betas:</a></a>resha_ueda;

SUMMARY:  Jin remembers most everything.  He really doesnt know how to begin

 Author Notes:   This came as easy as the song. I loved the song  and it was one of my favorite Ryo-Jin duets. Its beautiful lyrics were just fitting for the mood I was trying to create and I think it mirrors what Jin and all his friends want to say to Ryo.  .COMMENTS ARE LOVE!

( I care, Ryo-chan )

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Chapter 1:  HOSHI WO MEZASHITE ( NEWS)
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Chapter 1:  MUGENDAI (Kanjani8)
**Part 1** Page 2***
Chapter 3: CRAZY LOVE (KAT-TUN)
*** Part 1***|| ***Part 2***

Title : Hazukashii Smile : Chapter Three: CRAZY LOVE (KAT-TUN)
Fandom: Nishikido Ryo/ Ueda Tatsuya (OMG! RYODA!)
Category:  Multi-Chapter/ Song Fic
Genre: Drama, Angst
 Warnings:  Character Death, Tearjerker, lots and lots of Tissues needed
Rating: G
Betas:resha_ueda;lhukhe09 makinekoi dreaming_nagi13

SUMMARY:  What did Ueda know that the rest of the world didnt? What was Ryo and Ueda's friendship like? Why of all people Him?Ueda introspects on what could have been and what had happened.
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 Author Notes:  resha_ueda here's the KAT-TUN CHAPTER you have been wating for... :) It's for you. I know I have been on hiatus for so long but i think its fitting that I finish this fic. Next up will be Jin and then FINAL CHAPTER. God, this has been a fic for months na! <3 have to get crackin !! COMMENTS ARE LOVE!

( This Crazy Love won't happen again... )

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Chapter 1:  HOSHI WO MEZASHITE ( NEWS)
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Chapter 1:  MUGENDAI (Kanjani8)
**Part 1** Page 2

Title : Hazukashii Smile : Chapter Two ( Kanjani8)
Fandom: Nishikido Ryo/ Ohkura Tadayoshi/ Kanjani 8
Category:  Multi-Chapter/ Song Fic
Genre: Drama, Angst
 Warnings:  Character Death, Tearjerker, lots and lots of Tissues needed
Rating: Depends on how my muse wants this
Betas:natarei_takarai I LUV HER SO MUCH!!! She rocks like non other! thanks also to lhukhe09

 Author Notes:  this has been on hiatus for so long BUT Finally its up. Hopefully i finish this series faster than the others. hahah!! Anyway, i amglad to be back in the writing circle. This part is for nekoism and her passing in the NURSING BOARDS! OPPA!!!

Part 2: Mamoritai

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Chapter 1:  HOSHI WO MEZASHITE ( NEWS)
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Chapter 1:  MUGENDAI (Kanjani8)
**Page 1**

Title : Hazukashii Smile : Chapter Two ( Kanjani8)
Fandom: Nishikido Ryo/ Kanjani8
Category:  Multi-Chapter/ Song Fic
Genre: Drama, Angst
 Warnings:  Character Death, Tearjerker, lots and lots of Tissues needed
Rating: Depends on how my muse wants this
Betas:natarei_takarai I LUV HER SO MUCH!!! She rocks like non other!

SUMMARY:  Kanjani8 finds out that Ryo is gone. how will they take the news?

 Author Notes:  I can't believe how hard it was to write this part of the fic. I had extensive research, thanks to

saihara

lhukhe09

nekoism

solitair

CHAPTER 2: KANJANI8: MUGENDAI

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Chapter 1:  HOSHI WO MEZASHITE ( NEWS)

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   Part 1: Ai Nante ( Tegoshi)  ||  Part 2: Hajimete no Asa ( Massu)
Part 3: Happy Music (Shige)

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Part 4: Utsukushisugite Beautiful eyes (Koyama) || Part 5 : Himawari ( Yamapi)
Part 6 : DREAMS ( NEWS)

Title : Hazukashii Smile : Chapter One (NEWS)
Fandom: Nishikido Ryo
Category:  Multi-Chapter/ Song Fic
Genre: Drama, Angst
 Warnings:  Character Death, Tearjerker, lots and lots of Tissues needed
Rating: Depends on how my muse wants this
Betas:natarei_takarai I LUV HER SO MUCH!!!

 Author Notes:  My god, I cannot explain how long I wanted to write this fic. Thank younatarei_takaraifor your help. I could not have done this without you. This is fordreaming_nagi13,nekoism,</a></b></a></a></b></a>resha_ueda and all other Ryo fans out there. I am finally writing the fic i promised months ago.  I hope you guys like it. I am inspired and very excited to write this fic. comments sugggestions and more will be welcome. ^_^ please be kind.

 Summary:  When Ryo's final emails comes  to several of his friends, some discover a shocking truth? What was really wrong with him? How do you accept such a thing? How do you cope?

Disclaimer: The lyrics translation were taken frommegchan,solitair,goro_chan,atarashiiyoakeshy_hinata and other sources from the net. They are not mine. I credit them for their hard work and awesome translations!

Pics are from various sources from the net and

sweetpniangel87

CHAPTER ONE: Hoshi wo Mezashite… (NEWS CHAPTER: PART 4-6)

I hope you'll always chase
The vapor trail across the blue sky
We're not together, but I pray
Our days will never disappears
The sunflower reaches towards the sky
I wonder if I'll be able to fly to you on the other side

Are you an idiot, Ryo? Who could forget a guy like you? Whether chasing clouds or dreams, you stayed with me, and for that, I am forever grateful.  Yamashita thought as a tear rolled down his cheek once again. He was smiling at the pictures that his friend so meticulously chose to send. It highlighted the best times of their life; the best of their friendship and the strength of their love for each other.

 He knew that even if Ryo was not there anymore, Ryo would forever be a part of him. He will be a big chunk of him that he will never forget. He would be like the sunflower in his life that always faced towards the sun. One day, he knows that, when he gets to the other side, there will be a lot to tell his friend. He will make sure of it.

Title : Hazukashii Smile
Fandom: Nishikido Ryo
Category:  Multi-Chapter/ Song Fic
Genre: Drama, Angst
 Warnings:  Character Death, Tearjerker, lots and lots of Tissues needed
Rating: Depends on how my muse wants this
Betas:natarei_takarai I LUV HER SO MUCH!!!

 Author Notes:  My god, I cannot explain how long I wanted to write this fic. Thank younatarei_takaraifor your help. I could not have done this without you. This is fordreaming_nagi13,nekoism,

resha_ueda

Summary:

 When one fades away, he leaves no trace for anyone to follow. He becomes a ghost, a passing reality and someone who was just there. It comes when you least likely expect it and to the most unlikely person.  When one of the most important people in your life leaves you without so much as a goodbye, but only a note, what do you do?

 Chapter One >>>

Title: When the Clock Strikes Twelve

Fandom:  Shige- NEWS

Category:  Drama,

Rating:

Betas:natarei_takarai and popupmagic

SUMMARY

 All fairy tales have to come to an end sometime and we all know that happily-ever-after never really happens and the same could be said about a certain Japanese Pop Idol who went from being ordinary to extraordinary and was basking in all this glory. We all know that he worked hard for this glory, but there are limits to everything and sometimes, a little can do a lot especially to a person. But how do you know when you are going over the limit? How do you know how to balance? How do you know when to stop when the spotlight feels so good?

 Author Notes:

This was written as a continuation of sorts for Hadashi no Cinderella Boy. This is all a matter of opinion. Do not bash me. I believe that Shige is really a great artist, but I also have this rant. Allow me to rant in peace. For  nekoism who shares the same opinion as me and for her good review for her NURSING BOARDS.

COMMENTS ARE WELCOME!

“Ah, mou ii!” – Ah, that’s enough!

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Once upon a time, there was a boy who had talent. But he wasn’t good looking and he wasn’t confident. So his friends helped him gain confidence and helped him get a personality. Then everybody was happy. Or were they really?

 Fini